Hello Mother Father ,

life is as usual .

not that usual , actually .

i think its a storm season for me now .

scientific prove that usually , most of the time , after storms there will be a rainbow.

what im trying to imply is that ,

maybe , MAYBE there will be a rainbow in my life sooner or later .

hope so .

im happy with my result but i believe that i could do even better .

so i guess i need to strive && aim a little higher for my education .

didn't expect to get A1 for E maths .

i told yah , forget about A maths .

english .. haishh .. no comment .

i ve prove it , i scored quite well for my Common Test .

not very good though .

people , am i that really freaking fat ?

i mean like ..

i heard comments , insults about me being fat .

i laughed along but i kept thinking .. am i ?

its not my wish to be fat .

all fat girls wished to be slim .

its reality .

i am like this due to generation , i dont choose to be this way either .

i like to be liked for who i am .

as long as i have curves && not flat-chested .

P/s : i don't know why i feel so scared right now .