Hello Mother Father,

thats a picture of my beloved babysister .

cute right ?

LOL.

still remember those times whereby people thought she was my daughter.

currently ,im not feeling well.

there is no such word of 'relationship' in my life diary.

maybe not yet.

now , i have this thought && ive observe this long time back.

most couples were so loving during courtship ,

but after being in a relationship,

EVERYTHING GOES WRONG !

so wrong .

ive nearly give up on guys .

ill try my best to concentrate on my O's eventhough its tough.

boy, im struggling.

ohh noo.. IL DO MY BEST .

my mid-year was what ive expected .

ive done badly .

so bad that i could not even look at my result slip.

im sorry.

call me silly .

ive woke up && realise it .

all i need is the support && care for now .

but not really hoping for it .

i just have to make an effort to have something different in my life .

something that can last && make me smile every moment .

it can either me something or someone .

someone; gotta postpone you after my O's okay .

P/s: im sorry , get the fact that we re over boy.