Hello Mother Father ,

life is as usual .

not that usual , actually .

i think its a storm season for me now .

scientific prove that usually , most of the time , after storms there will be a rainbow.

what im trying to imply is that ,

maybe , MAYBE there will be a rainbow in my life sooner or later .

hope so .

im happy with my result but i believe that i could do even better .

so i guess i need to strive && aim a little higher for my education .

didn't expect to get A1 for E maths .

i told yah , forget about A maths .

english .. haishh .. no comment .

i ve prove it , i scored quite well for my Common Test .

not very good though .

people , am i that really freaking fat ?

i mean like ..

i heard comments , insults about me being fat .

i laughed along but i kept thinking .. am i ?

its not my wish to be fat .

all fat girls wished to be slim .

its reality .

i am like this due to generation , i dont choose to be this way either .

i like to be liked for who i am .

as long as i have curves && not flat-chested .

P/s : i don't know why i feel so scared right now .

currently im feeling pissed off .

the reason being is i was bad mouthed .

i could not take it as a comment but instead i find it as an insult .

nevermind , hope it will be settle soon between Isyahnu && Mummy .

what makes me unhappy is that Isyahnu make me invovle between her conflict && my mum .

like , WTH ? what does it gotta do with me .

&& theres a comment that is the cause of my anger .

oyites ; good news .

eventhough with this popply bubbles of problems kept popping ,

i still try to maintained my studies .

hope i will still continue doing so .

well , i got second in class for my E maths common test 44/50 .

i passed physics , i got 20.5/50 .

forget about A maths , its a disaster .. hate my confidence . 11/50

mother tongue was .. err.. sucha shame .

doing a retest though for the comprehension . actual i got 36/70 .

haven got my other subject yet .

but im sure .. i didn't do well for my english . really .

P/s: GODDAMN YOU !