Catch it !
♥Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Today is my graduation day in school . now waiting for the ceremony to start . well , just cannot imagine what will happen later . either my tears are wasted or its too precious to be wasted . in school today , nothing happen that much . we played PE && after that we got scolding by the skinniest teacher . lols . shhhs ! honestly , when i think back about what will happen in my future , my hands shivered with fear && it became numb . my malay teacher , mdm Northasia is going to treat our malay class Pizza , && yaaaay ! lets eat &&eat like a pig . they are the pig but not me . lols cheyydebahh . Till here folks updates will be done often , i guess ? for that someone , i think that you should just kiss my ass ! wait a minute , dion was guilty for not wishing me , HAAHA ! nevermind , so long never contact like we used to . i will surely miss my classmate , TOTALLY !









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SUUUUWIT 6teen !


21 september was when i turn one year older . alot of wishes on that day && belated wishes . HAHA ! its okays . at least they still remember my birthday . someone*ehemehem* was so accurate && the way he wished me was so touching . as for my bestfriend , Farah, gossh ! her message was so touching that i was in tears reading it . im really fortunate to have friends that still care for me eventhough how stuck i am in still HELL situation . Every night i talked to that someone on the phone && chit chated alot of craps but we enjoyed ourselves . As for another someone , he seems to be so 'lovely-dovey' with me but too insecure to get closer to me . but nevermind , i should give him time , right ?

BTW people , some idiotic friend of mine was so blur that they dont know what 'potluck' means eventhough i repeated it quite alot of time . so read carefully , POTLUCK is a picnic whereby you are required to bring your own food && stuffs ! hope that fool can understand . as for the first time i organized this event , it was certainly a new experience for me && i am helped by my bestfriends . As for Feeq , i just needed him to clear the freaking filthy fish tank . its was not my job && it was his idea . as for the rest of the things , i will try to get someone else who is more sincere to help me . F.Y.I ; i am not kiasu , SO PLEASE MIND YOUR WORDs ! this is what pissed me off . thanks God my parents teach me to have patience . Until here ladies&&gentlemens , thanks for reading !











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Ohh God !
♥Tuesday, September 15, 2009

This was not what i expected
I plan everything together with you
You love amaze my heart ; always .
It grabs my soul high up the skies
But when this ends ,
my heart && soul felt so betrayed
felt as if you threw me up in the sky
to the land which is isolated
you left me alone suffering
suffer from hunger of love
what was your intention
do you really treat me like a dirt
i was beside you all along
pushing you to the top to let you achieve
But when i have succeed ,
there was a stab on my back
it was you all along
i was glad && proud of myself .
proud of myself that you achieved
glad that i felt the love i needed all along
But it could not be mine forever .
Dear God ,
give me the strength to move on in life ,
make him succeed in life of what he wished ,
make him realise that i sincerely love him
i never have the intention of pulling him down
God , make me stronger to conquer my emotions .
my painful emotions that always distracts me
God , i seek for your forgiveness && i beg you for your help .
My One && Only God ; Allah .









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Mixtures of feelings .

the freedom of my life has just begun ! Honestly , i felt awkard . ive been too faithful && sincere loving a person && its not easy to let go of the memories . well , i believe that this is just another obstacle in my life . people just came into my life && ruin it . well , to whom it may concern , it succeed , so CONGRATS ! Presently , im moving on in my life , im happy to have friends that support me && my mother who was always there for me . Im not really happy with my life right now because im lonely , fucked up , stressful with my studies && most of all ; N LEVEL ! why can't my mom gave birth to me earlier ? might be easier . BUT YEAAAAHS ! i hope this year celebrating my birthday might me memorable to me as its the 2nd day of hair raya ! isnt it cool ? well , don't be jealous . until here thenn !









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