♥iyrahh♥.

EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother Father ,

i miss blogging indeed .

well , had alot of fun these days ..

too tired to update ..

soo let this be a summary of what had happen .

well , to celebrate my step Father birthday ..

we went to Malaysia .

it was effing greaaaaat !

&& it was christmas day .

first , we went Genting Highlands .

it was super duper cold .

the clouds were really visible .

we went there just for sight seeing .

then we headed back to KL .

eventhough theres some hiccups along the way ..

we had the a memorable trip .

a great one .

alot of pictures .. but naaaaah ..

not gonna post it .

tiring .

relationships ?

had no idea for now .

maybe wanna keep it a low profile ?

butttttttt ..

i just wished i could shareee ..

so that i could let this mother fucking burden ofF my shoulder .

aftersince i read the message .

my heart really shrink .

i really think its gonna be numb back .

i slept for two hours && suddenly i woke up .

realising that im still thinking of this ..

i cried ..

but theres no use ..

you dont even know how it hurts .

how insecure i am .

how worried i am .

how fucked up i felt .

but i wish you would know .

so you would understand my situation right now .

i hate it when you turn the table back on me .

nevermind me .

just dont even bother .

P/s: you made me sound so desperate . WTH ?!

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother Father ,

those people are my true bestfriends .

we chat , laugh , cry together .

can't imagine if we were to go our separate ways later on.

anyway , i ve decided .

i wanna continue sec 5 .

i was so frustrated before deciding that decision .

i was tearing up && stuff .

no one was with me at that moment .

all i had , was my inner strength that kept me moving .

the next day, Asri too helped me in deciding the path where i should choose .

by elaborating more about whats the different between those two paths .

what he said is totally true .

well , i told myself that ..

i wont aim high cause i know it hurts when you cant achieve it .

ill be humble && just follow the flow .

ill try my very very best to concentrate in my studies .

love life ?

whats love ?

love is ... arrrhhh ! check the dictionary lah .

LOL .

i sometimes dont understand myself .

i thought im in love ..

but the feeling in me is like im worried .

im worried that the next relationship wont work out because of me .

these days .. i ve always been thinking about this .

&& when are you gonna tell me that im yours , Asri ?

hmm ..

P/s: i wanna be loved && being treated nicely . please ..

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother Father ,

its time to celebrate darling .

baby, i passed my N level .

i get to go sec 5 !

BUT ..

i am gonna take higher nitec course .

accounting or business service .

on the day i got my results ..

i celebrate with my darling , Asri .

i went to Johor with him , his sisters && friends .

by a car .

he is the driver of course .

i sat infront with him .

i had fun but kinda miserable ..

it was my first day of BLOOD LEAKING .

understand understood .

thanks to Asri Baby .

for the prayers && everything .

The next day ,

i celebrate my hard work with Epul && Ezam.

we went karaoke .

ITS WAS FUCKING GREAT.

we took videos && it was hilarious .

but i aint gonna post of course .

LOL .

jatuh saham siol !

i hope Asri isn't toying with my feelings ..

im feeling insecure .

totally insecure .

P/s: why must i dreamt about you ?

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother Father ,

On Wednesday , 16 .

Asri met me && we watched Paranormal Entity .

we watched at the free movie online website .

well , it was boring .

not scary like Paranormal Activity .
but then , time is running out .

&& Asri had to go back because he need to go to work .

well , had fun though .

On that Night .

i went out with the monkeys ..

Epul , Ezam , Seetee , Boi && Haidhar .

verrrrrrrry funn sia !

but not fun without Asri .

:'(

ahahahahaha ~!

corny sia iyrahh .. ishk !

but very tiring lahh .. asik melatah jeks .
Today , Thursday , 17 .

Asri send me to Kallang to take my uniform .

i ride on his DRZ ,

likeee scary mary seys .

urgh ~!

but best lah .

ilhsfm .

P/s: Are you my hero ?

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother Father ,

Asri Baby <3

went out with Epul , Ezam , Seetee && Asri .

at first lah .

we went to what Keppel Bay .

i dunno lah . not sure of the places .

than mummy called to pick Baby up ASAP .

so we went && pick her up .

after than , we bought some food for ourself && headed to east coast .

Ezam bought for me a Mc Spicy meal .

so i shared with Asri .

i knew if i were to eat the food myself ..

i will take a very long time for me to finish it .

Seetee , Ezam && Epul took care of Baby while i && Asri went for a walk .

romantic , lovely && awwwww ..

okayokay .

urmm ..

today i have some misunderstanding with Asri .

we talked && apologised to each other .

suddenly he said to me ,

he wanna meet me .

he asked me to accompany him to have his dinner .

wheee ~!

i can't wait .

i miss him .

bizarre but then it true .

ishkkk ~!

P/s: my heartbeat was beating fast when im with you .

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother Father ,

coloured nails .

just love the colour .

retro baby .

the pictures was taken on 13 december .

Me , Mummy , Ezam , Epul && Baby went out .

we went to 3 places .

first was the Henderson Waves .

places was nice && windy .

alots of trees , not so eerie .

but lots of bikers mostly chinese .

BIG BIKES !

woaaahs ~!

second was Labrador .

the places is very eerie .

few of couples .

Epul shared stories while showing me the places while the rest stays in the van .

the vibes there was too strong .

so we went to buy something ..

&& headed to the last place .

which is the Marina Barrage .

the places was Awesome !

windy && stuff .

i took lots of pictures .

poor Epul , being forced by ME !

lol .

today plans was to go out again , MAYBE .

at night lah ..

hope it happen , if not it will be such a bore to be at home .

P/s:i love this feeling in me.

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother Father ,

yay !

his name is Asri .

he loves red .

nice && cute && shorty boy .

just a few cm taller than me .

i went on a 'date' on Thursday , 10December with him .

its our very first picture .
i swear that i really had fun with him today .

went to Vivo city .

wanted to go Town at first .

but i told him i HATE Town .

we planned to watch a movie but it was too late .

we ended up sitting on the third floor .. or roof top thingyy ..

enjoy the beautiful veiw .

we sat down && chit chated .

but when you are enjoying.. you will never realise that time flies so fast .

&& POOF ~!

its time to go home .

my mom likes him . && thats a good thing .

he also promised me alot of things .

&& im kinda honoured with those promises he made .

hope to go out with him again one day .

Alex :

dont be sad ..

im still your very good fren .

i know you will surely find someone prettier && hotter than me .

surely one lahh !

iffff you are HOT too .

hahaha .

dont say those words as if im going to die or something .

CAUSE ! im still here . alive .

i will pray for you about your love life okay .

hope you wont forget a friend like me .

:'(

Asnawi :

i hope you are reading this .

i didnt get any msges from you .

never heard from you for so long .

i hope you are doing fine .

&& also i hope your job is helping you to make yourself busy .

take care of yourself .

i miss hearing your voice , joking with you .

seriusly .

imysm !

:'(

P/s: I think you stole my heart .

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother Father ,

yesterday was the day ive become someone that i had wished.

it really happen .

i had my confidence back after since the break up .

now i plan ..

i should go on a date && move on .

im now building back the confidence in me .

wish me luck .

no negative thoughts now .. but later ?

im not sure .

Ajen :

you are really sweet .

i was just having flu && you were so caring until you advise me at your blog .

i appreciate it alot .

now im feeling better as ever .

i hope we will still be CLOSE friends .

really .

Alex :

everyday want to talk to me .

without talking to me you can't sleep .

LOL .

try to use that as an excuse .

but , your still cute .

but please stop boasting yourself .

im getting irritated .

&& yahh .. you are my boy-freeeen lah .

not special fren .

special fren .. urmm .. no one yet that attract my heart .

actually there is but ..

disappointment build a wall in between us .

He will know when he read this .

P/s: i swear i missed you .

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother-Father ,

look at my eyes colour !

wheeee ~!

okay whatever .

im pissed off with my father attitude .

my real father .

the way he speak to me is so ..

he was like finding my mistakes just to let out his fucking anger on me.

you know ..

i wore a sleeveless top && hot pants at home ..

he nagged at me .

i knew that my step father was here ..

but at that time when i wore that , my step father wasn't at home .

it wass my sleeping kit .

when i woke up ..

i took my hoodies && my tights to change ..

before i could change in the toilet he scolded me .

i dunno what came into me ..

i just kept quiet without arguing back .

come on lah ..

if he wants me to hate him .. i can try ..

but do talk nicely .

if i were to argue back ..

what i would say will make his face RED !

RED as in embarassed .

i want moneyyyy !

i want moneeey to rebond my hair !

Daryl said we gonna share dyes on 14 dec !

i looiiiikee ..

the colour also .. weewiit !

Alex , you know thats my darkest secret ..

&& you laughed at it .

i dont trust you liao !

ihy .

P/s: one word to describe me now ; Numb Heart.

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother-Father ,

second post of the day !
LOL .

sorry if the picture is too bright .

but i love my eye .

seeexxxy !

bhb ( perasaan) !

currently im chatting with Mister Alex Lim .

i find him cute && bizarre .

LOL

why ?

because my first quiz ..

he scored more then my ex .

how shameful is that ..

i barely know him at that time ..

now started chatting with him .

he is very adorable ..

ahaha .. Chinese looking .

what i meant by Chinese looking is ..

THE SMALL EYES .

lol .

no offence though .

presently , im waiting for Mr Ajen to ask me on a date .

hahaha .

but i think we should organise a shisha outing instead .

i miss sheshaaaa-ing ~~!

Awi , maybe you are reading this ..

maybe you are not ..

its a lie if i told you i didn't like you at first .

its a lie if i told you i dont miss you right now .

but your doing is making me keeping a distance from you .

i hope by working makes you forget about that shits ..

i love this friendship .

i can't bare to lose a very understanding friend like you .

i swear , when you came across my mind ..

i felt like sending a message to asked how are you ..

but my fingers are numb .. too numb ..

too disappointed . im sorry dear .

i really liked you before . honestly .

P/s: hate is a strong word but i really really dont like you .

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EhhOhh !♥

pictures on Ezam's birthday pit .

Hello Mother-Father ,

well , i know its been days that i havent update my blog .

two people asked me why .

no answers to that question though .

i already remind on my last post that i have no mood to update constantly .

i felt sorry for my brother , Dan .

he just went through a broke up with his girlfriend .

well , i have gone through that before .

same situation but the his last long about 1 yr 2 month ..

mine was 1 yr 1 month .

date doesn't matter though ..

but being together after so long ..

the love grow strongger && suddenly it disappear ..

the feelings is so ...

nvm .. you guys surely knew what i meant .

poor Dan . im sure you gonna get over it .

i think . well at least dont be like me ;

confusing life .

past 2 days .. it was my god brother's birthday pit .

we guys are so close that we consider ourself like families ..

the pit was at east coast .

i helped out alot && not forgetting that i dont even rest my eyes for one day .

Ezaaaam ! you owe me big time . LOL

nvm , im sincere though .

peeps , prepare for the second post .

P/s:i wanna fly free && see the whole world .

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