♥iyrahh♥.

EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother-Father ,

im in no mood to update constantly .

but today , i got a shocking news from someone i really miss .

its so unfair && disappointing .

is this karma ?

i just dont get it .

what i did is being honest .

being honest end up hurting others .

what the fish ?

rather than i continuing to lie .

its stupid , dont you think so ?

im lying to the other party && my own self .

people just dont get it !

its not fun to hurt others && i dont like it either .

you know why ?

cause whenever there is words to be spoken ,

i tried to put myself in the other person shoe .

prefer to elaborate more so that the person can accept it && understand it .

but how hard i tried to make another party understand ,

i end up being blame .

what the heck ?

i don't even asked them to fall for me .

i don't even use sweet words to you to make you guys attracted to me .

im being myself && is that wrong ?

your acting like a juvenile .

*roll eyes*

im not being a snob all right .

i just wanna befriends .

&& about the disappointing news .

whenever i start to have feelings for someone ..

there will always be something bad occurs .

goshh ! i miss you .

why did you even do that ?

i just hope the words you confess && told me are all real .

i tak nak kate kate you hanye untuk sedapkan hati i .

i dont need that .

haishh ~

P/s: how dare you did that . im not mad , just disappointed.

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother-Father ,

its been days or a week since i updated .

now my blog is full of spider webs .

lol .

im currently having mixtures of feelings .

i felt ; lonely , hyper , confused && worried .

let me explain why i felt that way .

lonely ; single is nice but when you overcame some obstacles whereby you need someone special to talk to , there is no one .

jyeaahs , no one .

friends isn't the same as someone special .

hyper ; friends should know why . i am a type of girl who never fail to have a smile on her face . i will laugh && laugh like no ones business .

confused ; now , lesser people are contacting me . But i have these wonderful,lovely,romantic dream .&& i have this feeling that dream is telling me something && i hope its a good news .

worried ; Asnawi have not contacted me for days ! like why ?! i miss you siaa . im so worried that something is happening to you . you didn't even went online , on facebook . i wanna call your father hp but its a NONO . hope your doing fine .

maybe you dont wanna befriends with me anymore but at least you should be honest rather than making me so worried .

people , these past few days have been raining .

why ? why ? why ?

i wanna go out .

i wanna be free .

i wanna get out from this hell situation .

FUCK THIS SHIT MAN !

P/s: i need someone rite now .

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother-Father ,

today , ive been having my mood swing .

i feel so furious && frustrated .

no idea why .

well , just now i saw that bastard's blog .

i got so pissed off .

i nearly cry .

silly me .

now , i realise people appear && within days

they went missing .

where are they ?

sometimes i find myself ridiculous .

at the past , i love to text/call people no matter what my situation is .

but presently , i dunno why i changed .

im not a snob alright .

i just prefer people to find me instead of me finding them .

but then when they contact me ,

i intend to reply when its necessary .

i pitied those who really have the intentions to get to know me better .

i don't know what came into me .

maybe i should change .

i know its silly if its because of a person ,

i change my attitude towards the others .

its so unfair .

i realise my mistakes && now for people who was once being treated that way ,

would you forgive me && give me a second chance ?

hope so.

later , i will be heading back to my crib .

bedok house .

will bored being alone at home but then i could do some exercising .

but ill miss some of my cyber friends .

awww ..

Arfan , jom kite tgk wayang .

date ?

hahahaha ! i loiike .

i wanna rebond my hair but i freaking broke .

:((

P/s: no text/call from you one whole day , gosh imy !

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother-Father ,

will someone appreciates me for who i am ?

that makes me wonder .

will i have another relationship in the future ?

thats makes me pee in my panties .

why ?

cause im still thinking of the answers .

but the most question that kept pestering me in my mind is .

am i giving myself a chance ?

i have no mood to blog luh .

blame these questions .

-_-"

Ajen , i miss talking to you .

thanks for the advice , friend .

&& i appreciate your understanding too .

*hugs*

P/s: proof to me that you can be trusted .

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother -Father ,

well , obviously im a virgo .

i find that pic cute && true .

its purple , awww .

you guys might be wondering why i have two post for today .

this post is all about myself .

firstly , im bored .

secondly , i could not stop thinking .

so i guess by sharing might help.

i have my wishlist kept in my head .

&& i need money to grant those wishes :(

meantime , i am currently on diet && exercising whenever i have the time .

mostly , i will exercise if im staying at Bedok .

laugh all you want .

but i know i do this for my own good .

im sick && tired of being insulted .

im sick && tired of having negative thought about myself .

maybe people didn't meant what they say or they merely joke around .

but when im alone , i will tend to think back about the words they said .

those harsh words that pierce through my heart .

i didnt blame those people but yet i thanked them .

i realise im just a piece of shit .

presently , i have these sickness .

its too personal to tell exactly about my sickness .

cause it gotta do with girl's stuff .

but what i have to take note is ..

i could not stress out && think too much .

but recently , problems kept popping up in my mind .

i couldn't run away from those .

soo now , my sickness is getting worse .

mummy told me that we should go for a check-up one day .

but i dont want to .

what i know that might help to cure my sickness is .

to eat aloads of yogurt .

&& stop thinking .

i just couldn't help it .

i need help :((

P/s : this sickness is killing me . gosh .

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EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother-Father ,

sorry i stole your picture without asking for your permission , Awi .

well , i wanna wish you both HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

as for your sissy , Have a great Sweet 6Teen .

&& you , Bitter two-enty , lol .

no laahs .. just kidding .

May all your wish come true && May Allah bless you with loads && loads of love && endless happiness .

the way i wish you yesterday was not how i planned to wish you .

ThankGod im the first person . haha .

furthermore , about your notical studies .

dont worry too much .

you have a great goal in your future .

&& always have faith in what you believe && you will reach the destination .

no matter what , ill be here to support you , dear .

i hope to meet you one day .

whenever i think about your 'confession' ,

i blushed .

dear , i liked you , happy now ?

lidahku kelu untuk mengatakan ku suka kamu .

cheeeey ! very corny .

well , im sincere though .

at least i given you a clue that its not one sided .

As for yesterday ,

i would like to thank all my dearest ones for your prayers .

the results was superb && my mom won !

fairly indeed .

it was 50/50 && custody is now with my mom.

i can't wait to have a home && we together as a family .

happy family i could describe .

haha .

the cisco men over there was so cute .

i looiike .

cuci mate lahh sikit , kan best .

hahahahaha !

P/s : Alhamdulillah syukur . Syg , i guess your smiling :)

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let this be over .♥

Hello Mother-Father ,

I just randomly post that picture for fun . haha

Today , its the last freaking paper .

&& yeaaahs ~! now im freee . hurraaaay ~!

call me lazy , i dont care .

im not finding a job its because i find it worthless .

know why ?

its because , in one month the results will be out .

one month isn't long sister .

its like a blink of an eye && TADAAA ~!

results ~

*bite lips* now im shaking ; nervously .

Yesterday , i was so angrossed telling my mom abt the 'bizarre' story .

my god brother lohh .

hehehe . && my mum even teased me . blerghh !

i hate guys sweet talking .

it gives me goosebumps . weird huh ?

well , i dont mind if its from someone i love .

*blush*

while im in the bus , a question that have been asked by a guyfriend came flashing back .

question : ' so are you over it ? '

it was referring to my previous break up .

actually , i dunno the ans .

im still thinking .

am i ? or not ?

till when i have to go through this feeling ?

Tomorrow , double the fear .

its my parents court hearing day .

me && my brother were told that we were to be interveiwed by the judge one by one .

what if i ans something stupid ?

what will happen tomorrow ?

will this end soon ?

i never have gone through this before .

i need ans to these question .

sometimes , not all questions have answers , iyrahh .

i'll just leave to God && i believe He will be fair .

He is always fair .

&& one good thing about tomorrow is , Asnawi will be bacck !

wohhoooo ~!

people , dont misunderstand .

im single && Asnawi is just my dearest friend okays .

i loooiiike manyy many oi !

P/s : God , i beg you . i really need Your help for tomorrow .

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OH GOD !

hello Mother-Father ,

Sorry Farshy , i stole this picture .

well , people i recommend you guys to watch this .

especially for people who didn't believe in paranormal .

its fucking scary && i watch it alone .

but in the afternoon . haha .

thaank God its in the afternoon .

if its at night , i will be crying in fear till now.

lol.

yah lahh . imma scardy cat but seriously you need to watch it .

&& you will know what i meant .

i rated this movie 5 FUCKING STARS !

Today , i got to chat with Asnawi . whee ~!

i was shocked && didnt believe its him at first .

but hell yeah !

its him .

we chated but not that long cause he is quite scared that the grandfather will scold him.

or something , can't remember about that .

but i respect that && i super duper miss you :((

Tomorrow ; wish me luck people .

having my O level MT retake .

but fuck yeah ! its the last paper .

&& after that , hurrayyyy ~!

but not really , quite nervous about my results .

Yesterday , i chated with Ryan(my god brother)

&& i swear that the conversation is really bizarre .

wahhh , so good . there is like Yesterday , Today && Tomorrow story.

well , i will try to update everyday if im free okays ?

my life is sucha bore to share .

but wait ! wish my family luck on 11 Nov .

hehe , the Day After Tomorrow :P

ill be having a court hearing .

haissh ~

P/s: i believe justice is on our side , mummy . don't worry .

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BAPOOOK !

shuddup lah ! dont laugh can or not ? the picture next to me is the make up artist(Seetee) lol . && my cute little babysister .

hello Mother-Father ,

yesterday , i actually went berserk .

okay fine , not really .

the plan didn't work because farshy was terribly sick .

her voice sound like a puppy that was just given birth . no offences though .

to replace the boredom , Seetee text me saying she is coming over .

coming over to practice make up on my face .

i was freaking excited .

Seetee came && we chated for a while , then i planned to go down && have dinner together .

&& she came out with the idea ; 'why not i make up you first ?'

i agreed .

she brought alot of 'gadgets' . && its soo cool.

i swear to you .. i look like a Shemale .lols

promise me you wont laugh && PLS COMMENT at my Cbox .

Today , i got a text from Seetee again that she is coming over .

Epul , diam lahh . cina pekji waklu !
i miss Asnawi .

P/s: i realise , natural make up is 100% better .

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sing like a rockstar .

Hello arsehole dig-ers ,

Thats my future sister-in-law . she cute && she is my BIATCH !

touch her , i'll make sure you have no nose && eyes .

haha . whatever .

Farshy , i love you my MR .

On December , Seetee proposed to me for being her make up model.

make up ? wow , like A BIG WOW .

Today , my dearest friend , Asnawi ,

is leaving me to visit his grandfather .

im so sad .

*sobsobbs*

Tonight , my brother && farshy planned to ton at somewhere .

but now sure where .

they said at esplanade but then ,

POKAII DOKK !

hahaaaa . Plan B was at east coast , not bad right ?

thought of asking Asnawi to join but sadly he have leave in the afternoon.

so i asked Amin , my webcam patner instead && gladly , he agreed.

Amin ; Anak Bangla . wahahahahaha ! just kidding darling .

to my dearest Asnawi ;

pls don't take care of yourself when you are away .

goshh ! im really gonna be happy when you leave .

hope you will not have a pleasant journey .

&& pls dont miss me too much .

HAHA!

i meant it the opposite way .

P/s:i got a secret to tell you , hes gay .

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heaven.

Hello Bloodsuckers ,

i just felt as if i am not the usual person i used to be . i could't find the reason why .

Muhammad Asnawi , you are really a rainbow after the storms.

you are a great friend . goshh !

i am surely gonna miss you this coming 5 days . i swear .

right now , i have no idea what am i feeling about .

i can't even describe the feelings but i wish i could just let it out .

i just do not know how .

P/s: i already started to like you . i guess so .

Labels: ballshit .

awkward .

i don't know why i suddenly miss 4D . its so awkward . lol . but i had fun seriously . okays , fine . i agree that i cannot meet the bed . if i did , my eyes will shut . hahaa . Faith's friends have a nick for me which is colourful because im wearing a colourful tee-shirt . colourful ? well , cute nick .. so its okays . HAHA . people , can we have another outing ? how about that ? ESCAPE THEME PARK anyone ? lol

P/s: i hate goodbyes . do you ?

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