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EhhOhh !♥
♥Wednesday, February 03, 2010
 Hello Mother-Father , now its time to make my dead blog alive again . theres alot of things i would like to share . but , i can't bring myself to list it one by one . you guys might know how it feels to be lonely .. i hate it when im alone . i will tend to think .. think negatively .. burden .. life .. everything . it led me being paranoid . i hate being lonely . i hate it when i couldn't share my thoughts .. couldn't show my love to someone special . i wouldn't wanna show it to a friend . it will end up hurt us both . for example , like now . i was just being myself . end up .. not only one started falling for me .. im not boasting or what .. but why must the one that fall for me isn't the one for me ? i just could not have any feelings for them . other than feelings for a friend . i wish they could know how miserable i felt not to have the feeling of admiring a person . i would love to think of someone everynight , to hold hands when cross the road , etc . i wanna be myself . i wanna be original . i dun wanna hurt anyone , nor i wanna hurt myself . i wanna have boyfriend . noo .. not a boyfriend . i want someone who is sincere that can treat me how i wish to be treated ; so i can love him like how i want to . im sincere .. sincere helping human beings around me .. but would they understand that theres not much i will get after helping them . all i get is .. im proud of myself . proud of helping my friends .. showing them how sincere i am being their lovable friend . Ohh God . cubalah kau memahami ku pada masa ini . P/s: i rather die to leave without .. Labels: iyrahh♥ |
♥iyrahh♥7-teen ;210993 crazy , nonsense , kecohrable ! typical girl who just spent her time laughing at dumb things . deeply inlove with Masyam ! heh. |