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shocked !
♥Tuesday, October 27, 2009
 cute ? totally ! haaha . yahh the subject for today is SHOCKED . i was shocked that today , i opened up the bottle that have been kept in the dusty cabinet for so long . get what i mean ? what i meant was that i told my two bestfriends mostly everything about my situation right now .. feelings . well , it was not because i was thirsty but i was actually random you see .. thats why i was shocked . well , surprise , surprised ! indeed i was . Maths O level paper 1 today .. it was not badly done .. i did all the questions with enthusiasm but certainly have no confidence in getting a dinctintion . im not aiming high cause i know i wont get it && wont have any confidence because that confidence might be too over BUT a pass would certainly give me a sense of joy . seriously . && tomorrow , my instincts tell me that the paper 2 will be really dificult . OHH FATHER FUCKER ! Guys , you might think i am stupid BUT i have decide that maybe i would rather choose to go ITE than to be promoted to sec 5 . yah .. yah.. yah.. STUPID BITCH ? fuck yourself . i thought that maybe moving on to a new enviroment might be a stepping stone for me . My Bestfriends && I will make the confirmation when we have seen our results . Oh Mother ! im so scared like a pussy cat . HAHA ! everyone is scared right ? so dont ever criticize me because there is also some other people who are feeling far worse than me . P/s: the poetry i wrote for you those days brings tears to my eyes whenever i read it . Labels: slap me puhlease . |
♥iyrahh♥7-teen ;210993 crazy , nonsense , kecohrable ! typical girl who just spent her time laughing at dumb things . deeply inlove with Masyam ! heh. |