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EhhOhh !♥
♥Wednesday, August 25, 2010
 Hello Mother Father,im getting sick & tired of bottling up my feelings. i know its been decades since ive blog. well, there isn't any passerby to read my story anyway. too boringggg.. each day, ive realised. its been me , its not him. maybe im the one who suck in relationship. because of my problems at home. i became a burden to my patner. im just a total jinx. you know, how i wish people could understand. understand why i hold my tears , why i pretend that nothing happen. its hard but i believe im strong. too strong that i became more sensitive inside. example ; im crying while blogging this. if i had a room of my own like before. i can assure you, i wont be bothering you. i wont be wanting to see you everyday. but everytime i tried to explain , im afraid. afraid that you would say all that is just an excuse. i meet you, because you are my love. you made me smile & made me forget about the problems im facing. i pretend that im having a life like before when im with you. but when its time to go home , i feel like its time to go back to reality , girl. therefore, if i have my own room. i can release all my stress by doing the things that i love. dancing , singing , writing poetry. you don't know how much i miss doing all those things. only God knows. im not an attention seeker. i am just enlightening you that this is my life. ive gone through alot. & since you are mine , you must play a part to motivate me to move on. but every arguement we had, now i know ; maybe i shouldn't be with you. im just a brat that ruin your beautiful life. your perfect life. it has been me. myself & I. im the culprit & im the spoiltbrat. now , i apologise. im sorry that i couldn't be a special girlfriend to you. but i tell you from the bottom of my heart. your a diamond to me , your my life , my love , my everything. i love you sincerely eventhough im like a punching bag to you. but i always remember your good ones rather than your bad ones. thats how my love for you grows stronger everyday. believe me.. all this is real. from me to you. P/s: Love , Iyrahh.♥ Labels: iyrahh♥ |
♥iyrahh♥7-teen ;210993 crazy , nonsense , kecohrable ! typical girl who just spent her time laughing at dumb things . deeply inlove with Masyam ! heh. |