Hello Mother Father ,

yes , i thought by having someone in my life now would make a difference .

i agreed . but in a bad way .

dissapointment is all i could explain .

currently , im having my mid-year exam .

its really difficult for me to cope as problems kept coming in .

you see .. i just move out .

now the home is abit crowded && i cant find any nice spot to study at.

people , aftersince my parents aint staying under one roof anymore .

i felt it .

it refers to the sense of absence that brings the meaning of 'missing'

on the 5 may was my father birthday .

well , i sent him a simple && sweet text message .

with his reply , tears welled up in my eyes .

its touching .

so if your parents are still together && your taking things for granted .

pls dont .. cause when your parents become like mine .

your life wont be easy .

ive regretted .

i miss my old family .

yet , i do love my new family for now .

i learn from my mistakes .

relationship is full of shit for now .

when a nice person who cares for me , i will be the one having doubts .

because i dont feel the vibes for that person other than a friend .

but when i care for a person , it turn out to be all wrong .

fuck it .

P/s: im dead .