♥iyrahh♥.

EhhOhh !♥

Hello Mother-Father ,

yesterday was quite fun though .
free from problems .

just that moment .

school is as usual .

weekends past just like a blink of an eye .

sometimes i feel that im should be out from this house .

so i could escape from problems .

i never fail to pretend .

i could be an actress .

not boasting ,

its just that ive lied too much .

especially to myself .

each day , i thought && felt that im getting uglier .

i tried to pick up smoking .

but i just could not find the pleasures of it .

now another problem popped .

i wanna escape from it .

but i weak , God .

too weak .

i need an angel .

need it now , totally .

i just want some warmth around me .

until when must i pretend ?

you couldn't imagine what kinda liar i am when im outside .

i lied too much .

dont misunderstood me , people .

im very honest when it comes to serious matters .

but Family Matters , let me just share with you a short summary .

then FULLSTOP .

but it isn't the same how ive gone through it .

&& now , im going through it ALONE .

i need energy , im getting weaker everyday .

you don't know how it feels to see your sibling fought with your parents .. ,

your both parents happily enjoying while im here thinking .. ,

i just can't stop this tears from welling in my eyes ,

everydayy ..

its have always been me being the middle person .

to stop evereything but it will never end .

it will still continue .

what if im not here ?

it will be worse .

i had enough .

pray that ill have an angel by my side soon .

that may help to lessen my burden .

really .

P/s: i dont wanna waste my tears no more . please God .

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♥iyrahh♥
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