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EhhOhh !♥
♥Wednesday, December 30, 2009
 Hello Mother Father , i miss blogging indeed . well , had alot of fun these days .. too tired to update .. soo let this be a summary of what had happen . well , to celebrate my step Father birthday .. we went to Malaysia . it was effing greaaaaat ! && it was christmas day . first , we went Genting Highlands . it was super duper cold . the clouds were really visible . we went there just for sight seeing . then we headed back to KL . eventhough theres some hiccups along the way .. we had the a memorable trip . a great one . alot of pictures .. but naaaaah .. not gonna post it . tiring . relationships ? had no idea for now . maybe wanna keep it a low profile ? butttttttt .. i just wished i could shareee .. so that i could let this mother fucking burden ofF my shoulder . aftersince i read the message . my heart really shrink . i really think its gonna be numb back . i slept for two hours && suddenly i woke up . realising that im still thinking of this .. i cried .. but theres no use .. you dont even know how it hurts . how insecure i am . how worried i am . how fucked up i felt . but i wish you would know . so you would understand my situation right now . i hate it when you turn the table back on me . nevermind me . just dont even bother . P/s: you made me sound so desperate . WTH ?! Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
♥Wednesday, December 23, 2009
  Hello Mother Father , those people are my true bestfriends . we chat , laugh , cry together . can't imagine if we were to go our separate ways later on. anyway , i ve decided . i wanna continue sec 5 . i was so frustrated before deciding that decision . i was tearing up && stuff . no one was with me at that moment . all i had , was my inner strength that kept me moving . the next day, Asri too helped me in deciding the path where i should choose . by elaborating more about whats the different between those two paths . what he said is totally true . well , i told myself that .. i wont aim high cause i know it hurts when you cant achieve it . ill be humble && just follow the flow . ill try my very very best to concentrate in my studies . love life ? whats love ? love is ... arrrhhh ! check the dictionary lah . LOL . i sometimes dont understand myself . i thought im in love .. but the feeling in me is like im worried . im worried that the next relationship wont work out because of me . these days .. i ve always been thinking about this . && when are you gonna tell me that im yours , Asri ? hmm .. P/s: i wanna be loved && being treated nicely . please .. Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
♥Saturday, December 19, 2009
  Hello Mother Father , its time to celebrate darling . baby, i passed my N level . i get to go sec 5 ! BUT .. i am gonna take higher nitec course . accounting or business service . on the day i got my results .. i celebrate with my darling , Asri . i went to Johor with him , his sisters && friends . by a car . he is the driver of course . i sat infront with him . i had fun but kinda miserable .. it was my first day of BLOOD LEAKING . understand understood . thanks to Asri Baby . for the prayers && everything . The next day , i celebrate my hard work with Epul && Ezam. we went karaoke . ITS WAS FUCKING GREAT. we took videos && it was hilarious . but i aint gonna post of course . LOL . jatuh saham siol ! i hope Asri isn't toying with my feelings .. im feeling insecure . totally insecure . P/s: why must i dreamt about you ? Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
♥Thursday, December 17, 2009
  Hello Mother Father , On Wednesday , 16 . Asri met me && we watched Paranormal Entity . we watched at the free movie online website . well , it was boring . not scary like Paranormal Activity . but then , time is running out . && Asri had to go back because he need to go to work . well , had fun though . On that Night . i went out with the monkeys .. Epul , Ezam , Seetee , Boi && Haidhar . verrrrrrrry funn sia ! but not fun without Asri . :'( ahahahahaha ~! corny sia iyrahh .. ishk ! but very tiring lahh .. asik melatah jeks . Today , Thursday , 17 . Asri send me to Kallang to take my uniform . i ride on his DRZ , likeee scary mary seys . urgh ~! but best lah . ilhsfm . P/s: Are you my hero ? Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
♥Monday, December 14, 2009
 Hello Mother Father , Asri Baby <3 went out with Epul , Ezam , Seetee && Asri . at first lah . we went to what Keppel Bay . i dunno lah . not sure of the places . than mummy called to pick Baby up ASAP . so we went && pick her up . after than , we bought some food for ourself && headed to east coast . Ezam bought for me a Mc Spicy meal . so i shared with Asri . i knew if i were to eat the food myself .. i will take a very long time for me to finish it . Seetee , Ezam && Epul took care of Baby while i && Asri went for a walk . romantic , lovely && awwwww .. okayokay . urmm .. today i have some misunderstanding with Asri . we talked && apologised to each other . suddenly he said to me , he wanna meet me . he asked me to accompany him to have his dinner . wheee ~! i can't wait . i miss him . bizarre but then it true . ishkkk ~! P/s: my heartbeat was beating fast when im with you . Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
♥Saturday, December 12, 2009
      Hello Mother Father , coloured nails . just love the colour . retro baby . the pictures was taken on 13 december . Me , Mummy , Ezam , Epul && Baby went out . we went to 3 places . first was the Henderson Waves . places was nice && windy . alots of trees , not so eerie . but lots of bikers mostly chinese . BIG BIKES ! woaaahs ~! second was Labrador . the places is very eerie . few of couples . Epul shared stories while showing me the places while the rest stays in the van . the vibes there was too strong . so we went to buy something .. && headed to the last place . which is the Marina Barrage . the places was Awesome ! windy && stuff . i took lots of pictures . poor Epul , being forced by ME ! lol . today plans was to go out again , MAYBE . at night lah .. hope it happen , if not it will be such a bore to be at home . P/s:i love this feeling in me.  Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
♥Thursday, December 10, 2009
  Hello Mother Father ,yay ! his name is Asri . he loves red . nice && cute && shorty boy . just a few cm taller than me . i went on a 'date' on Thursday , 10December with him . its our very first picture . i swear that i really had fun with him today . went to Vivo city . wanted to go Town at first . but i told him i HATE Town . we planned to watch a movie but it was too late . we ended up sitting on the third floor .. or roof top thingyy .. enjoy the beautiful veiw . we sat down && chit chated . but when you are enjoying.. you will never realise that time flies so fast . && POOF ~! its time to go home . my mom likes him . && thats a good thing . he also promised me alot of things . && im kinda honoured with those promises he made . hope to go out with him again one day . Alex : dont be sad .. im still your very good fren . i know you will surely find someone prettier && hotter than me . surely one lahh ! iffff you are HOT too . hahaha . dont say those words as if im going to die or something . CAUSE ! im still here . alive . i will pray for you about your love life okay . hope you wont forget a friend like me . :'( Asnawi : i hope you are reading this . i didnt get any msges from you . never heard from you for so long . i hope you are doing fine . && also i hope your job is helping you to make yourself busy . take care of yourself . i miss hearing your voice , joking with you . seriusly . imysm ! :'( P/s: I think you stole my heart . Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
♥Tuesday, December 08, 2009
 Hello Mother Father , yesterday was the day ive become someone that i had wished. it really happen . i had my confidence back after since the break up . now i plan .. i should go on a date && move on . im now building back the confidence in me . wish me luck . no negative thoughts now .. but later ? im not sure . Ajen : you are really sweet . i was just having flu && you were so caring until you advise me at your blog . i appreciate it alot . now im feeling better as ever . i hope we will still be CLOSE friends . really . Alex : everyday want to talk to me . without talking to me you can't sleep . LOL . try to use that as an excuse . but , your still cute . but please stop boasting yourself . im getting irritated . && yahh .. you are my boy-freeeen lah . not special fren . special fren .. urmm .. no one yet that attract my heart . actually there is but .. disappointment build a wall in between us . He will know when he read this . P/s: i swear i missed you . Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
♥Thursday, December 03, 2009
 Hello Mother-Father , look at my eyes colour ! wheeee ~! okay whatever . im pissed off with my father attitude . my real father . the way he speak to me is so .. he was like finding my mistakes just to let out his fucking anger on me. you know .. i wore a sleeveless top && hot pants at home .. he nagged at me . i knew that my step father was here .. but at that time when i wore that , my step father wasn't at home . it wass my sleeping kit . when i woke up .. i took my hoodies && my tights to change .. before i could change in the toilet he scolded me . i dunno what came into me .. i just kept quiet without arguing back . come on lah .. if he wants me to hate him .. i can try .. but do talk nicely . if i were to argue back .. what i would say will make his face RED ! RED as in embarassed . i want moneyyyy ! i want moneeey to rebond my hair ! Daryl said we gonna share dyes on 14 dec ! :D i looiiiikee .. the colour also .. weewiit ! Alex , you know thats my darkest secret .. && you laughed at it . i dont trust you liao ! ihy . :@ P/s: one word to describe me now ; Numb Heart. Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
♥Tuesday, December 01, 2009
 Hello Mother-Father , second post of the day ! LOL . sorry if the picture is too bright . but i love my eye . seeexxxy ! bhb ( perasaan) ! currently im chatting with Mister Alex Lim . i find him cute && bizarre . LOL why ? because my first quiz .. he scored more then my ex . how shameful is that .. i barely know him at that time .. now started chatting with him . he is very adorable .. ahaha .. Chinese looking . what i meant by Chinese looking is .. THE SMALL EYES . lol . no offence though . presently , im waiting for Mr Ajen to ask me on a date . hahaha . but i think we should organise a shisha outing instead . i miss sheshaaaa-ing ~~! Awi , maybe you are reading this .. maybe you are not .. its a lie if i told you i didn't like you at first . its a lie if i told you i dont miss you right now . but your doing is making me keeping a distance from you . i hope by working makes you forget about that shits .. i love this friendship . i can't bare to lose a very understanding friend like you . i swear , when you came across my mind .. i felt like sending a message to asked how are you .. but my fingers are numb .. too numb .. too disappointed . im sorry dear . i really liked you before . honestly . P/s: hate is a strong word but i really really dont like you . Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
   pictures on Ezam's birthday pit . Hello Mother-Father , well , i know its been days that i havent update my blog . two people asked me why . no answers to that question though . i already remind on my last post that i have no mood to update constantly . i felt sorry for my brother , Dan . he just went through a broke up with his girlfriend . well , i have gone through that before . same situation but the his last long about 1 yr 2 month .. mine was 1 yr 1 month . date doesn't matter though .. but being together after so long .. the love grow strongger && suddenly it disappear .. the feelings is so ... nvm .. you guys surely knew what i meant . poor Dan . im sure you gonna get over it . i think . well at least dont be like me ; confusing life . past 2 days .. it was my god brother's birthday pit . we guys are so close that we consider ourself like families .. the pit was at east coast . i helped out alot && not forgetting that i dont even rest my eyes for one day . Ezaaaam ! you owe me big time . LOL nvm , im sincere though . peeps , prepare for the second post . P/s:i wanna fly free && see the whole world . Labels: iyrahh♥ |
♥iyrahh♥7-teen ;210993 crazy , nonsense , kecohrable ! typical girl who just spent her time laughing at dumb things . deeply inlove with Masyam ! heh. |
