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EhhOhh !♥
♥Saturday, November 21, 2009
 Hello Mother-Father , im in no mood to update constantly . but today , i got a shocking news from someone i really miss . its so unfair && disappointing . is this karma ? i just dont get it . what i did is being honest . being honest end up hurting others . what the fish ? rather than i continuing to lie . its stupid , dont you think so ? im lying to the other party && my own self . people just dont get it ! its not fun to hurt others && i dont like it either . you know why ? cause whenever there is words to be spoken , i tried to put myself in the other person shoe . prefer to elaborate more so that the person can accept it && understand it . but how hard i tried to make another party understand , i end up being blame . what the heck ? i don't even asked them to fall for me . i don't even use sweet words to you to make you guys attracted to me . im being myself && is that wrong ? your acting like a juvenile . *roll eyes* im not being a snob all right . i just wanna befriends . && about the disappointing news . whenever i start to have feelings for someone .. there will always be something bad occurs . goshh ! i miss you . why did you even do that ? i just hope the words you confess && told me are all real . i tak nak kate kate you hanye untuk sedapkan hati i . i dont need that . haishh ~ P/s: how dare you did that . im not mad , just disappointed. Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
♥Friday, November 20, 2009
 Hello Mother-Father , its been days or a week since i updated . now my blog is full of spider webs . lol . im currently having mixtures of feelings . i felt ; lonely , hyper , confused && worried . let me explain why i felt that way . lonely ; single is nice but when you overcame some obstacles whereby you need someone special to talk to , there is no one . jyeaahs , no one . friends isn't the same as someone special . hyper ; friends should know why . i am a type of girl who never fail to have a smile on her face . i will laugh && laugh like no ones business . confused ; now , lesser people are contacting me . But i have these wonderful,lovely,romantic dream .&& i have this feeling that dream is telling me something && i hope its a good news . worried ; Asnawi have not contacted me for days ! like why ?! i miss you siaa . im so worried that something is happening to you . you didn't even went online , on facebook . i wanna call your father hp but its a NONO . hope your doing fine . maybe you dont wanna befriends with me anymore but at least you should be honest rather than making me so worried . people , these past few days have been raining . why ? why ? why ? i wanna go out . i wanna be free . i wanna get out from this hell situation . FUCK THIS SHIT MAN ! P/s: i need someone rite now . Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
♥Sunday, November 15, 2009
 Hello Mother-Father ,today , ive been having my mood swing . i feel so furious && frustrated . no idea why . well , just now i saw that bastard's blog . i got so pissed off . i nearly cry . silly me . now , i realise people appear && within days they went missing . where are they ? sometimes i find myself ridiculous . at the past , i love to text/call people no matter what my situation is . but presently , i dunno why i changed . im not a snob alright . i just prefer people to find me instead of me finding them . but then when they contact me , i intend to reply when its necessary . i pitied those who really have the intentions to get to know me better . i don't know what came into me . maybe i should change . i know its silly if its because of a person , i change my attitude towards the others . its so unfair . i realise my mistakes && now for people who was once being treated that way , would you forgive me && give me a second chance ? hope so. later , i will be heading back to my crib . bedok house . will bored being alone at home but then i could do some exercising . but ill miss some of my cyber friends . awww .. Arfan , jom kite tgk wayang . date ? hahahaha ! i loiike . :P i wanna rebond my hair but i freaking broke . :(( P/s: no text/call from you one whole day , gosh imy ! Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
♥Friday, November 13, 2009
 Hello Mother-Father , will someone appreciates me for who i am ? that makes me wonder . will i have another relationship in the future ? thats makes me pee in my panties . why ? cause im still thinking of the answers . but the most question that kept pestering me in my mind is . am i giving myself a chance ? i have no mood to blog luh . blame these questions . -_-" Ajen , i miss talking to you . thanks for the advice , friend . && i appreciate your understanding too . *hugs* P/s: proof to me that you can be trusted . Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
♥Wednesday, November 11, 2009
 Hello Mother -Father , well , obviously im a virgo . i find that pic cute && true . its purple , awww . you guys might be wondering why i have two post for today . this post is all about myself . firstly , im bored . secondly , i could not stop thinking . so i guess by sharing might help. i have my wishlist kept in my head . && i need money to grant those wishes :( meantime , i am currently on diet && exercising whenever i have the time . mostly , i will exercise if im staying at Bedok . laugh all you want . but i know i do this for my own good . im sick && tired of being insulted . im sick && tired of having negative thought about myself . maybe people didn't meant what they say or they merely joke around . but when im alone , i will tend to think back about the words they said . those harsh words that pierce through my heart . i didnt blame those people but yet i thanked them . i realise im just a piece of shit . presently , i have these sickness . its too personal to tell exactly about my sickness . cause it gotta do with girl's stuff . but what i have to take note is .. i could not stress out && think too much . but recently , problems kept popping up in my mind . i couldn't run away from those . soo now , my sickness is getting worse . mummy told me that we should go for a check-up one day . but i dont want to . what i know that might help to cure my sickness is . to eat aloads of yogurt . && stop thinking . i just couldn't help it . i need help :(( P/s : this sickness is killing me . gosh . Labels: iyrahh♥ EhhOhh !♥
 Hello Mother-Father , sorry i stole your picture without asking for your permission , Awi . well , i wanna wish you both HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! as for your sissy , Have a great Sweet 6Teen . && you , Bitter two-enty , lol . no laahs .. just kidding . May all your wish come true && May Allah bless you with loads && loads of love && endless happiness . the way i wish you yesterday was not how i planned to wish you . ThankGod im the first person . haha . furthermore , about your notical studies . dont worry too much . you have a great goal in your future . && always have faith in what you believe && you will reach the destination . no matter what , ill be here to support you , dear . i hope to meet you one day . whenever i think about your 'confession' , i blushed . dear , i liked you , happy now ? lidahku kelu untuk mengatakan ku suka kamu . cheeeey ! very corny . well , im sincere though . at least i given you a clue that its not one sided . As for yesterday , i would like to thank all my dearest ones for your prayers . the results was superb && my mom won ! fairly indeed . it was 50/50 && custody is now with my mom. i can't wait to have a home && we together as a family . happy family i could describe . haha . the cisco men over there was so cute . i looiike . cuci mate lahh sikit , kan best . hahahahaha ! P/s : Alhamdulillah syukur . Syg , i guess your smiling :) Labels: iyrahh♥ let this be over .♥
♥Monday, November 09, 2009
 Hello Mother-Father , I just randomly post that picture for fun . haha Today , its the last freaking paper . && yeaaahs ~! now im freee . hurraaaay ~! call me lazy , i dont care . im not finding a job its because i find it worthless . know why ? its because , in one month the results will be out . one month isn't long sister . its like a blink of an eye && TADAAA ~! results ~ *bite lips* now im shaking ; nervously . Yesterday , i was so angrossed telling my mom abt the 'bizarre' story . my god brother lohh . hehehe . && my mum even teased me . blerghh ! i hate guys sweet talking . it gives me goosebumps . weird huh ? well , i dont mind if its from someone i love . *blush* while im in the bus , a question that have been asked by a guyfriend came flashing back . question : ' so are you over it ? ' it was referring to my previous break up . actually , i dunno the ans . im still thinking . am i ? or not ? till when i have to go through this feeling ? Tomorrow , double the fear . its my parents court hearing day . me && my brother were told that we were to be interveiwed by the judge one by one . what if i ans something stupid ? what will happen tomorrow ? will this end soon ? i never have gone through this before . i need ans to these question . sometimes , not all questions have answers , iyrahh . i'll just leave to God && i believe He will be fair . He is always fair . && one good thing about tomorrow is , Asnawi will be bacck ! wohhoooo ~! people , dont misunderstand . im single && Asnawi is just my dearest friend okays . i loooiiike manyy many oi ! P/s : God , i beg you . i really need Your help for tomorrow . Labels: iyrahh♥ OH GOD !
 Sorry Farshy , i stole this picture . well , people i recommend you guys to watch this . especially for people who didn't believe in paranormal . its fucking scary && i watch it alone . but in the afternoon . haha . thaank God its in the afternoon . if its at night , i will be crying in fear till now. lol. yah lahh . imma scardy cat but seriously you need to watch it . && you will know what i meant . i rated this movie 5 FUCKING STARS ! Today , i got to chat with Asnawi . whee ~! i was shocked && didnt believe its him at first . but hell yeah ! its him . we chated but not that long cause he is quite scared that the grandfather will scold him. or something , can't remember about that . but i respect that && i super duper miss you :(( Tomorrow ; wish me luck people . having my O level MT retake . but fuck yeah ! its the last paper . && after that , hurrayyyy ~! but not really , quite nervous about my results . Yesterday , i chated with Ryan(my god brother) && i swear that the conversation is really bizarre . wahhh , so good . there is like Yesterday , Today && Tomorrow story. well , i will try to update everyday if im free okays ? my life is sucha bore to share . but wait ! wish my family luck on 11 Nov . hehe , the Day After Tomorrow :P ill be having a court hearing . haissh ~ P/s: i believe justice is on our side , mummy . don't worry . Labels: iyrahh♥ BAPOOOK !
♥Saturday, November 07, 2009
  shuddup lah ! dont laugh can or not ? the picture next to me is the make up artist(Seetee) lol . && my cute little babysister . hello Mother-Father , yesterday , i actually went berserk . okay fine , not really . the plan didn't work because farshy was terribly sick . her voice sound like a puppy that was just given birth . no offences though . to replace the boredom , Seetee text me saying she is coming over . coming over to practice make up on my face . i was freaking excited . Seetee came && we chated for a while , then i planned to go down && have dinner together . && she came out with the idea ; 'why not i make up you first ?' i agreed . she brought alot of 'gadgets' . && its soo cool. i swear to you .. i look like a Shemale .lols promise me you wont laugh && PLS COMMENT at my Cbox . Today , i got a text from Seetee again that she is coming over . Epul , diam lahh . cina pekji waklu ! i miss Asnawi . P/s: i realise , natural make up is 100% better . Labels: iyrahh♥ sing like a rockstar .
♥Friday, November 06, 2009
 Hello arsehole dig-ers , Thats my future sister-in-law . she cute && she is my BIATCH ! touch her , i'll make sure you have no nose && eyes . haha . whatever . Farshy , i love you my MR . On December , Seetee proposed to me for being her make up model. make up ? wow , like A BIG WOW . Today , my dearest friend , Asnawi , is leaving me to visit his grandfather . im so sad . *sobsobbs* Tonight , my brother && farshy planned to ton at somewhere . but now sure where . they said at esplanade but then , POKAII DOKK ! hahaaaa . Plan B was at east coast , not bad right ? thought of asking Asnawi to join but sadly he have leave in the afternoon. so i asked Amin , my webcam patner instead && gladly , he agreed. Amin ; Anak Bangla . wahahahahaha ! just kidding darling . to my dearest Asnawi ; pls don't take care of yourself when you are away . goshh ! im really gonna be happy when you leave . hope you will not have a pleasant journey . && pls dont miss me too much . HAHA! i meant it the opposite way . P/s:i got a secret to tell you , hes gay . Labels: iyrahh♥ heaven.
 Hello Bloodsuckers , i just felt as if i am not the usual person i used to be . i could't find the reason why . Muhammad Asnawi , you are really a rainbow after the storms. you are a great friend . goshh ! i am surely gonna miss you this coming 5 days . i swear . right now , i have no idea what am i feeling about . i can't even describe the feelings but i wish i could just let it out . i just do not know how . P/s: i already started to like you . i guess so . Labels: ballshit . awkward .
♥Thursday, November 05, 2009
 i don't know why i suddenly miss 4D . its so awkward . lol . but i had fun seriously . okays , fine . i agree that i cannot meet the bed . if i did , my eyes will shut . hahaa . Faith's friends have a nick for me which is colourful because im wearing a colourful tee-shirt . colourful ? well , cute nick .. so its okays . HAHA . people , can we have another outing ? how about that ? ESCAPE THEME PARK anyone ? lol P/s: i hate goodbyes . do you ? Labels: babi peh setan |
♥iyrahh♥7-teen ;210993 crazy , nonsense , kecohrable ! typical girl who just spent her time laughing at dumb things . deeply inlove with Masyam ! heh. |
