Ohh God !
♥Tuesday, September 15, 2009

This was not what i expected
I plan everything together with you
You love amaze my heart ; always .
It grabs my soul high up the skies
But when this ends ,
my heart && soul felt so betrayed
felt as if you threw me up in the sky
to the land which is isolated
you left me alone suffering
suffer from hunger of love
what was your intention
do you really treat me like a dirt
i was beside you all along
pushing you to the top to let you achieve
But when i have succeed ,
there was a stab on my back
it was you all along
i was glad && proud of myself .
proud of myself that you achieved
glad that i felt the love i needed all along
But it could not be mine forever .
Dear God ,
give me the strength to move on in life ,
make him succeed in life of what he wished ,
make him realise that i sincerely love him
i never have the intention of pulling him down
God , make me stronger to conquer my emotions .
my painful emotions that always distracts me
God , i seek for your forgiveness && i beg you for your help .
My One && Only God ; Allah .









iyrahh ;complicatedLife

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